and you will always be remembered.thanks for the wonderful rollercoaster ride.loves.

arh!yang ini CINTE(: syg die manyak manyak.heh.baby baby,no matter what your decision is,i will still love you k.you alone. <3

and please.i dont like you talking bout my past.coz im totally over her.its over.and there’s nothing got to do with my hobby.soo dont worry for my upcoming games or training.i go to training its because i need my fitness.and not because of her.soo yeah.i just need you to understand.and you got to know that im loving you now.only you k.

‘jom single’,haha.kekek la kau.dont make decision too fast due to anger.you wont want that to happen.me either.but think before you say,or make decision.coz it really hurt for me.this can be solve.we can talk things out.but then its really up to you.think.i just want you to be happy.remember,every relationship have thier own shits in it,its just the way on how we solve it.it doesnt mean you have to easily let it go.if you still can hold on,why not?be strong like what i told you and what you told me.coz i am still holding on and being strong for us.we’re going on very fine,very happy,with our smile and laughter.i dont wish to stop.coz i mean it by saying I LOVE YOU.think it through k.

okay!i wana go watch the hole!sounds great sehh!and meh want to go tanning badly.well the weather is not that good this past few days.sentosa sooonnn!((: today,training.but then stilll 50-50 to go coz not in a mood,but then game on saturday..really need my stamina.hmm.i’ll see how it goes.done for now.update again soon.

and its always been about you. <3

ah.yang ni awesome.cantikk kannnn. (:

im sick.cough like crazy.and i need baby badly beside me now.hugg me soon pretty please.i miss you aready.how?see you tmr k.and and tmr cannot hugg and kiss tau.kan da puase.lol.haha.national day?was awesome home stayed with baby.and yes im really happy get to spend time with her.please dont leave me okay.nnti i cry.nanti you ckp i burok.huhu.

and baby,i wish you all the best on writting one page letter k.dont worry soo much.nothing will happen k.and pleaseeee dont skip school lagi k.nnti everyday i wake you up for school.nvm,kene mara oso nvm.its for your own good kan kan kan.(: jom happy2,nanak fight fight again k.nnti heartpain.i super dont like that k.

baby!bile nk kawen nan i?huhu.wah going to 5 months seh haha.lagiiii ermmm,16 days oi!!heh.cnnt wait for that very day.(:

i cinte you more than cat love their kittens k(:

nur iwanina bte ismail<3

kau da tak awesome.

aku sad nk mampos.kau happy.aku tak suke slalu kene give in.pretty please aku tak suke alot alot.been quite a long period of time aku give in ajee.da la.aku syg kau.tapi kau macam da tak sayang aku.dala.seriously cnnt tasyan nan heartpain.k.throw kau nye ego k.take your time.tak pakse(: i heartpain takde orang care.kau heartpain aku care tau.tapi sampai bile kan person.need time?tell.dont love anymore?COMMUNICATE(: as senang as satu two tige okay sexy.da aku swear takde bulu mate fall.means takde orang miss kan kan.huhu.oi,enjoy k.tanak stop uh.nnti ckp control kan kan kan.heh.and and if got orang lain tell i k.nnti i jadi flower girl(:

OUCH pain.nak cry tapi tanak.how?

cinte you.tapi tanak all this in return k.SINCERITY.

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ah,yang ini sungguh cantik meaningful for me and girlfriend.huhu.updating again.pretty awesome huh.lol.what im feeling now?very agitated with my ulcer which doesnt go for two weeks i think,and its irritating.and i feel soo cranky bout it.PLUS!awful sore throat:((((( pain sehh!!but nvm,please go away soon ulcer,dont bully i k.

never meet gf for 3 days.hmm.tak awesome.she busy:( hmmm.i sad she never call me yesterday sehh!i swear.i dont know why ive been crying this past few days.huhu.kental kan i!tsssskkkk!maybe i just feel that ive been neglected?i dont know.but its okayy.i dont want to control you.i dont want to disturb you by calling you on school days.i loosen up the screw k.jadi you tak stress.tapi i stress.tapi takpe la.and i hate everytime you reject on meeting me.i feel soo insecure.coz you never reject on meeting me last tyme.no matter how busy you were before.and that was before la kannnn personnn.PEOPLE CHANGE.(: i feel soo different.i feel soo nobody.lol!k da.nnti cry mcm baby lagi.done-ded.and i good girl k!i dont contact anyone other than you!i tanak stop you k personnnnnnnnn.think whats best(:

i nak go swimming today!i nk kene be happy and accept the fact and keep myself busy coz she is busy.cnnt be depending on her to pamper me now.i can before.very manjeeeeeeee.now cnnt areadyyyyy.sadddddddddddddddddddddddd.tapi i nk smileee k.i dont care.heh.going swimming at sengkang!awesome kan person!cnnt wait.and meeting aqqeed and aiin 2.30 and i havent bathe lorr.now 1.52 aready.haha.gonna bathe sooonnnn.k da.

have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn traininggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!

whatever it is you’re still mine.

 neglected.

<3

firstly,i want to say happy 3rd month anniversary to you beloved girlfriend.and thanks,cause you never fail to make me smile.thanks for being there for me when im down,you’re just somebody that i treassure much and just yourself that makes me love you alot.eventhough we fought alot,but just remember that i really do love you okay hunney.jom kite be the happiest couple.heh.i cinte you.i syg you.really love it when you’re around me.makes me feel soo comfortable with you.

AND,i want you everyday too alright.i want kiss,i want hugg,i want you.please please please.huhu.baby,im sorry for whatever wrong i did alright.i know sometimes my attitude sucks at times,you’re the first girlfriend that really understand me,and its very easy to communicate and you dont stop me from doing anything,well of course with limits la.and that makes me feel that you’re part of me,and i know that you trust me.my another half,i love you everyday and will always be alright.

i cinte you.

nur iwanina<3

i swear i love this one.you look soo freaking gorgeous.okay.omg sexy la your hair.ergh.nvm,hair cn grow kan baby.(: mine too right right.huhu.this pretty girl over here,been there for me for three months aready.and i cant deny,im happy with her.just too perfect.huhu.thanks for being an understanding gf baby.i miss you,gonna meet you later.and i cant wait to.well,i just realised that i love you more each day,i mean everyday.i dont know why seh baby.haha.its just yourself lorr.okay okay.just dont leave me soo soon k baby.i love you aloone k baby?JOM KAWEN!(: <3

okay peeps!6 more days to my birthday!haha.awesome righttt!!!huhu.wahh.legal aready seh meh!i cant wait for the very day.and i want thanks mom for what i am now.i love you no matter what happens okayy(:

girlfriend you’re my sunshine,just dont know how i am without you.lets stay strong and i know we could do this together.kite kan strong!must say yes!and and 3 months coming lorr!huhu.i love you soo strong k baby!huggs!<3

be happy.

mcm MEH(:

hello peeps.soo long uh never update.huhu.well been busy and my internet was down.but da okay:)) okay.im happy.i dont know why.i love to smile everydayy.im still with girlfriend.2 months aready.soo yeah.been quarelling with her this past few days.haha.but yeah,we manage to go through shits soo far.good good.you’re able to adapt with my attitude.which i think it sucks.like yours.but its okay.i still love you.lets see how long we could hold on:)) and and i got soccer this afternoon.at woodlands.gosh this sat got tournament.diva la football.wish me luck k people.

okayy.i miss my closestboy.alot alot.ask him out tmr,but he’s not free.its okay.i understand:)) we’ll meet up soon and very very soon okayy.i cnnt wait to dance on the 12.huhu.really really cnnt wait.yakolt,wawa,puput and maybe daya is gonna be there too.its gonna be fun and they all are gonna be crazzyy psyduck:)) hahahahaha!!!:D

i want to go sun tannning badly!!!!:((( but i dont mind goiing alone.you know somehow people need to spend their time alone.i dont know bout you guys but i do:) huhu.aida!i miss you mcm fuck!i see you soon k prettyhead.meh miss shanks oso.meh miss everybody la!

and im gonna be 18 in like 27 more days!:)) presents pretty pleaseeeee:D

PEACE!

mehLittleGirl:D

k at last i get to upload this picture of mine.well im soo inlove with this pic.i dont know why.just soo greeny.and i like it muchh.today went woodlands to lepak.me,rina,iqah,ash,shanks,shikin,ahky,adly and jack.was quite fun.ask baby along but she refused to.but its okay.after lepak.met azreena maat and her gf,dyea.slacked until 11 thn off to rc again coz dont wana go home alone.168ed with adly,her sissy,iqah and me.went to generation.chill awhile with khai beng.thn home.

very tired and the weather is soo hot nowadays.like seriously hot.but its okay.i still cn manage:) tomorrow got soccer,after soo long,i miss soccer alottt.dont know wether still cn play or not.or da pancetttt.huhu.k nvm.cnnt wait to train:))

to baby.i dont know whats wrong with you.you seems soo different.maybe because i didnt meet you today?.i did ask you along but you refuse to.but its okayyy.i miss you.and i dont think we’re meeting tmr.you’re gng out to city hall.just take care have fun and be happy.k.you seems to ignore me.im soo sad.ouh!she just texted me saying ‘ily so much’ okayy.that kinda make me smile.i love you too hunney.and to you,please dont worry bout whoever im meeting.coz i know my limits.i just need you too trust me.ive said this alot of times and im going to say this again.if theres anything wrong or anything you dont like,please do inform me.soo that i know.please dont keep.and of course,i do cinte you.k.get that in mind nini.im missiing you badly.have a good sleep.<3

im very downn now.i think its because of my parents.damn.i hate it when it comes to this.cousin suddenly chatted with me at msn asking bout all this.thn im like.it happened long time ago.but thn now thn she know.i dont blame her.thnkx for the advise.appreciate it loads.i still find it not fair for me.why does this really happen to me.i still cnnt accept the fact of whats happening.fuck i really dont know what to do.to dad,please be patient.you know that i love you each and everyday.to mum,be happy with everything that you’re having.please dont nag because i wont listen.soo yeah.i love you no matter whatt.

i need you now.

like seriously.

please dont ignore me.i hate it.

but i still love you<3

bye dodol.

baby!sumpah i da type panjang2 thn dc:(((( k but nvm.im in a good mood.soo i want to type again.

yang tercinte,thnkx for the monthsary gift.it was awesome..thank you thank you thank you.i love you.now,later,tmr,everyday okay.i was supposed to sleep baby’s place today,but im srry baby.i miss my bantal busuk alott.huhu.soo yeah.happy monthsary shushun.i want us to be happy.soo lets smile3.i want baby,but i scared she tired.tmr she got camp,nnti if im there she dont want go schoool.like yesterday.nnti miss hasnah scold.haha.whatever her name is.haha.kekek kan die.pelat S.LOL.shushun is snoring like pork now.besook kau ade camp.mcm ergh-_-.ku sayang kepadamu,maira cintakan mu bilakan dapat bertemu.huhu.k.i meet you on fri k pork:) i love you you you.huggs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY LAMBERT!had a mini celebration.at woodlands.roy,kau cute.da besar.16 years old.cn go underage party aready.chey chey.huhu.fyi UNDERAGE PARTY SUCKKSSS TO THE CORE.if i were you i wait till 18 thn you cn go ladies night aready.heh.LOL.k.may your wish come true.:)) shanks was there for the mini celebration.shanks,you like tikus.sometimes have,sometimes dont have.miss you though.be happy nur ain.mari smile smile smile.:))

psst psst psst.jom sleep nan i:))

sexy sexy sexy.

bye cibai.